Today was amazing! I was refueled and renewed just by being in the same room as these women…..
Our family grew up on this island, our family became a unit, on this island. We matured and healed and changed, all together…. here! Now……. I have 4 kids, spread over 3 different states and I miss more now then ever the 13 years we shared on this 44 miles long, 30 miles wide, isolated island home!
Its hard to write today about the past, I am sorry for that…. Its funny how somedays, words will flow while other days they’re stuck……stuck inside an emotional mud pit! I’ll be honest yesterday was really hard! I was writing on the airplane and had to stop short because I started to cry. I want to be able to share my truth with you guys but in doing so part of me feels like I am hurting Ash. In order to be real about Josh I have to be there again… Back in 1992 when I wore my heart on my sleeve, when I lost my baby heart to a rebellious, beautiful “metal head”
It’s all part of the healing process even if it’s 17 years later. Ash knows